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Monday, September 19, 2005

The Dreamer in Me

For just a moment, I’ve decided to put aside all of these posts about sports, me running, recurring events at the church, or having a busy week at work. I’ll try my best here to step out of the mundane-ness of things you are so accustomed to hearing from me and take a chance at sharing my thoughts, feelings, and those things that lie just beneath the surface on the inside. So, I’ll break up the following entry into my dreams (which may or may not be realistic) and goals (which I consider to be realistic). How’s that for organizing things? LOL.

My dreams:
-Write a book and get it published
-Play as part of a worship team
-Take a vacation without any set destination--just travelling around at will and stopping and visiting places that catch my interest
-Become ordained in the Church of the Nazarene
-Perform “Jaws of Life” with the guitar
-Teach college-level courses or give lectures to young adult audiences
-Write a song and have it recorded
-Be in two places at once (Haha, Mandy Moore in “A Walk to Remember”. Just had to throw that in there. LOL.)

My goals:
-Move out and get my own apartment in April 2007 (Now the first question I always get is “Why then?”. My quick answer, “Because I said so.” LOL. Maybe some people don’t understand me, but I’ve always set goals for myself and then set out to achieve them. I understand the need to get out on my own. By April 2007, I will have met my financial goals in terms of the amount of money I would like to have saved up before moving on to another phase of my life. I await the day that I’ll have my own place. It’ll be fun and I look forward to it.)
-Build a house. I don’t have an exact time frame for this one yet, because I see the purchase of a house as a decision for two people to make. (I’ve always said there are four things I’d like to have in my house. OK, since I am just sharing all of my secrets now, here are my essentials: 1). A fireplace – I’ve never had one in my house growing up. It would be nice to have one. There’s just something romantic about a fireplace too. 2). A hot tub – If you don’t think relaxation is an important part of my life, then you obviously don’t know me very well, LOL. 3). An office/library – Full of lots of books for learning and a place to take care of business/financial matters 4.) A walk-in closet for the wife – Yeah, there’s just going to be something special about that girl I choose. I don’t know too many girls who would turn down a walk-in closet. It’s not like I wouldn’t give her the world anyways.)
-Get married, have kids, and live the married life. I don't know exactly when this phase will begin either. Isn't that what makes it exciting? LOL. (My pastor tells me that I am the guy that girls will love and wish they had when they are in their 30s. LOL. He says by that time they’ll probably be on their second failing marriage or will currently be in a marriage in which they are unhappy. I guess I don’t immediately know what to say when I hear that statement—it can be upsetting or sad for me to hear. Either way, I think there is a certain amount of truth to what he said.)
-Get a cell phone (Haha. Yeah, one day.)

Well, let me know what you think. I'm sure there are more goals and dreams that I am forgetting, but this is all I could come up with for now. I’ll update again when I get a chance. Peace.

I Thessalonians 5:23 - May God himself, the God of peace, sanctify you through and through. May your whole spirit, soul and body be kept blameless at the coming of our Lord Jesus Christ.

7 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

Here's one of mine... Ding the bell on Wall Street!!! haha

5:22 PM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

They say that when we fail to plan, we plan to fail. Though I may have some different dreams, my list of goals is nearly identical with your list, except that I already have a cell phone. LOL. I find it's hard to relate to my peers because so few of them have set realistic goals--beyond their college years & what they hope to accomplish tomorrow... Word of encouragement: from my point of view, I would venture to say that any girl would be blessed to have you in her life. (Never lose your smile; you never know who may be watching & falling in love with it!) Wait on God's timing and keep your faith strong! Never lose hope! God has an amazing plan for your life. Also, when you least expect it He'll introduce you to the girl of your dreams...and she'll be a million times more perfect for you than you ever dreamed possible. Philippians 4:6-7 (NIV) "Do not be anxious about anything, but in everything, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus."

6:51 PM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I will take a walk in closet!!! lol... two places at once! cute.. a walk to remember is my ALL time favorite movie.. I didnt know you wanted to be an ordained minister, thats great, well I have enjoyed talking to you and hope to hear from you soon

6:55 PM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Unless you're burning fake wood, better hope your wife doesn't have any allergies...And I've always wondered, how do you put the fire out once it starts? It would be totally a waste to use a fire extinguisher. LOL I have a fireplace in my apartment, but obviously we've never used it. I just like the mantle...I put stuff all over it, especially at Christmas. I'm so happy I actually have somewhere to hang a stocking!!!

9:04 AM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

It's nice to see a different side of people sometimes and this was definitely different for you. There are just times in life when we all decide that we have to share a little of what is in our hearts with others (even if that means people we don't know or talk to very often). It takes bravery to open up our hearts and put our hopes and dreams out there for others to know. It's nice to know that other people share the same dreams and goals and while some of what you wrote, I might have guessed, most of it was a whole new insight into who you really are.

Have a great night!

6:56 PM

 
Blogger JanaRae18 said...

wow bill... your quite the ladys man these days... amy , sara, ashlie, darcy.... I am kidding u know! oh well we need to catch up eachothers lives sometime...

6:59 PM

 
Anonymous Anonymous said...

It was good to see you at church. I have a hard time with the whole morning thing or I would have gone to sunday school. You have pretty lofty dreams but I am sure that you will reach and attain every one of them. I've been trying to write a book for a while now but every time I start I never get around to finishing it. My attention span resembles that of a preschooler. It was me that climbed the tree and couldn't get down. And it was never a matter of not trusting him. It was always a matter of never trusting anyone. That is the main reason that although I share your dream to one day partake in married bliss. It will never happen. One day you will find that girl that wont be perfect but will be wonderful. The wait will be worth it. And then everything concerning this issue will make sense. Until then just remember your not the only one that feels the way you feel.

12:08 PM

 

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